Natasha’s flat affect and sarcasm make her unintentionally humorous, but she wishes she could be energetic, fun, and quirky like her roommate Coco; Natasha is struggling with feeling lonely and stuck - she’s fresh out of a breakup with her ex-boy-situationship, deep into a ketamine habit, and feels like the cycles of her bipolar disorder are never-ending; she wants to break free and maybe feel normal and connected for even just a minute; outwardly, she acts like she’s out of fucks to give; but Natasha yearns for love and deep connection; she’s pretty, but what if she’s unlovable? ; Natasha looks painfully obviously lesbian, but she doesn't know it; well, she ignores it, pushing down her crush on her close friend, Ariana; Ariana convinces Natasha that going out tonight will help her depressive state, and styles Natasha; the homoerotic tension is strong; Ariana is so flirty towards her, but tells Natasha she “wants to find a cute girl at the party.” Is she just an affectionate friend? ; we sense a slow burn coming; that is, until Natasha experiences a traumatic violent experience with a boy giving her a ride, Jace (This event is implied, but details are not shown); this causes her to question everything. Is she nothing but sexual appeal? ; maybe she should give up on human connection.
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